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So i am sitting in study with my pal boobs.
I am so bored right now and i hate school really bad at this point.
I would like to go home and sleep but i cannot due
to old navy
because they are so cool and want me
to work a 3 hour shift,
cool way to ruin my day
o
l
d navy i mean common now 3 hours..
Well w/e its getting better thi+s entry is
really about nothing , infact boobs is sit5ting next to me rig
ht now and pressing the enter
button so that its all spacey and
gay looking and he is also pressing nu2m2bers and he thinks he is so cool.
well boobs you are not. this is how bored
i am ..
mahhhh...
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5<3 T
egan and
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[11 Jan 2005|07:44am] |
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Dear Mr. Weatherman and Bev,
I would like to ask you to please cancel school tommorow due to the ridiculous amount of make up work that i will be doing. I would like it to snow but not so much snow that everyone is all moppy and stuff. I am miserable and would like to sleep tommorow morning so that i do not have big bags underneth my eyes because they are no way flattering.. That would be great..
Thank you
Sincerly, Tegan Emma George
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[07 Jan 2005|09:15am] |
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2:30am my grammy passed away..
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[06 Jan 2005|09:03pm] |
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Wednesday my mom wakes me up at 12 at night to go to the hospital cause my grammy had takin a turn for the worst.. We got there at 1 am and when i walked in she was breathing like she had ran 100 miles in her sleep.. She has pulminary hyper tension which mean her heart muscles are tight from having to pump so hard because she has skladerma which i the degeneration of the connective tissues ie. veins, capillaries and artieres.. the artires to her lungs are to hard so her heart works over time to pump blood to them so she has to be on 100% oxygen.. The doctors told us shes going to die in a matter of days.. Its so hard for me to except this i never thought she would ever die, it happened within a week she cant even talk to me and the only words i can make out are i love you tegan and it tears me apart.. she doesnt even know shes dying she looks at her black finger tips from lack of oxygen and just moans, when my pappy died he was just sick the whole time it was not anything diff, this is so diff i know shes going to die within the next week, i go to the hospital everyday with evan and just watch her get worse and worse, she was so upset today and there was nothing i could do for her and it made me so upset, my grandmother is going to die i wont have any real grandparents left..
Me
Auto response from Candi Xx Kiss xX: I'm really not ready to see my grammy go :-(
Around the house trying to sleep..
Then back to the hospital..
<3 Me
DC DnCr3: im always going to be here for you sweetheart
Thank u jayde.. <3
Thank you evan for drving my back and forth and just being my cryin shoulder.. i love you more than ever.. xo
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[04 Jan 2005|09:45am] |
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So i am in my wondeful study class right now and well today is a horrible day, i am sitting next to my bud boobs and telling him why my day is just so bad.. well i woke up this morning wickled sad because i have to work today for 6 hours when i could be doing something much better than working at old navy because that place makes me so sad, eveything about that place makes me sick, the clothes, the way it smells, the managers who always bug me for ONC's.. Um no i dont want to offer customers credit cards and compete for more ONC's cause i think its so rude to just say like hi how are u doing and then shove a credit card in their face, there are signs everywhere for them if they want one they will grab a application and fill it out for themselves.. then they will say well andre got 197 ONC's well andre harrased everyone, even elderly people who prob had not idea what they were signing up for.. I miss evan i know none of you care but i dont see him enough and it makes me so sad, working 6 hours at old navy and getting the money is not even worth it to me and i would choose seeing evan over working and making 8.25 an hour any damn day.. blah i hope old navy burns down forver oh and p.s. all the sudden grades close next week.. awsome i thought we just got progress reports.. school is over last time i checked considering i have sent out my applications already.. blah funny how only navy can put me in such a bad mood i would rather be working at burger king again i'm not even gonna lie..
<3 TeeWee
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[30 Dec 2004|12:44pm] |
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Ok so far my vacation hasnt been that great i mean i had a great x-mas eve and x-mas with my babe and he gave me so many awsome christmas presents its nuts but at the same time we havent had just one day to our seleves to just hang out and just hug and all that good stuff not like anyone really cares ya know lol but ya so now i am wicked stressed out about my college essay cause i have no idea what the hell to write i mean i do have an idea but i dont ya know and it sucks cause i just finsied my resume and i am not 100 percent satisified with it but hey w/ i mean i have intill monday to do my essay but it would be nice if i could just do it now but i keep procrastinationg and well buffy will be on in like less than 15 mins i dunno what to do i mean i wanted to do it last night but i ended up getting into a fight with my parents about dumb stuff.. w/e and its awsome how i didnt eat grey pupon yet it has found its way on my white sweat shirt..
fuck college essays
fuck my guidance counsler for sucking really bad
fuck grey pupon!
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[23 Dec 2004|07:50am] |
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So i am sitting in study and i am really bored. i finished all my gay x-mas shopping and only have just about 365.00 dollars in the old bank! whoa which i plan to splurge all of after x-mas at aeropostale b/c clearly i am cool like that.. I can not wait intill chirstmas and it is only 2 days away!.. Today we have the ultra awsome talent show that we are being forced to watch instead of leaving school early when uxbridge clearly got out yest and my lovely b/f is at home right now sleeping and not only that but he deff called to rub it in my face, hes lucky that i love him dearly.. Well i am done rambling i am even to bored to write in live journal, i would actually like to sleep but hey w/e i guess, this room smells to bad to sleep in and well its got funky stuff growing from the desks and sinks and good stuff like that!
Yay
<3 Me
Evan i love you! :)
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[21 Dec 2004|01:09pm] |
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This year was both good and bad..
This year :
- I have made some new friends and lost some old ones..
- Lost my 2 of my bestfriends..
- Gained 2 more bestfriends.. but still my my old ones..
- Been through a rollar coaster realtionship..
- Lost the love of my life w/o even knowin it..
- Got back the love of my life..
- Lost some weight..
- Gained some weight..
- Realized what i wanted in the future..
- Come to terms with who my real friend were..
- Realized who i would be staying in contact w/after school..
- Worked at Burker King..
- Quit burger king..
- Realized Old Navy isnt worth the 8.25 and hour..
- Worked at Friendly Fire Paintball and realized it would prob be the best job i will ever have..
- I'm not really dumb..
- I care about alot of people alot more than they care about me..
- Stopped caring about what people at school thought of me and started dressin like a bum, 24-7..
- Saw the signs of jealousy..
- Wanted to punch someone square in the face and almost did..
- Saw my first shooting star <3 E ..
- Realized what real love was <3 E ..
- Wore boys underwear tehe ..
- Realized that if someone makes you cry everyday that there is something wrong with that..
- I look good when i have a tan and bad w/o..
- Got my liscense..
- Saw the worst of people..
- Saw the good in people..
- Saw the FAKE in people..
- Realized how much family i just dont have...
- Realized who i would marry regardless of what everone says .. i have...
- Got the flu for the first time..
- Been sick more than i have ever been..
- Hated working at summer rec..
- Started getting over my past.. but still cant let it all go..
- Stared telling people how i really felt..
- REalized and come to terms that there is a world outside of Highschool..
- Missed my grandfather more than ever..
- Died inside just about 10 times..
- Became alive again just about 10 times..
- Almost killed my self 3 times..
- Realzed life was worth living no matter how bad it gets it will always get better..
- Realized more and more how much i really love YOU evan..
- Recived my first water lily..
- Drove like an ass..
- Slept in a tent with a boy <3 E ..
- Smoked a cigar..
- Went a year w/o drinking..
- Smiled even tho it hurt..
- Saw a million movies..
- Cause mischief millons of time..
- Spend alot of money..
- Drove in a corolla..
- Owned a Focus..
- Cried alot of tears..
- Saw my friends cried..
- Wrote this entry reazling that i may have forgot stuff lol..
<3 Me
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[21 Dec 2004|01:04pm] |
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Artist: LL Cool J
Album: All World: Greatest Hits
Song: Mama Said Knock You Out
[LL]
C'mon man
[News Report]
And with the local DBT news, LL Cool J with a triumphant comeback
[mumbling]
but tonite...
[LL]
Don't call it a comeback
I been here for years
Rockin my peers and puttin suckas in fear
Makin the tears rain down like a MON-soon
Listen to the bass go BOOM
Explosion, overpowerin
Over the competition, I'm towerin
Wreckin shop, when I drop these lyrics that'll make you call the cops
Don't you dare stare, you betta move
Don't ever compare
Me to the rest that'll all get sliced and diced
Competition's payin the price
Chorus:
I'm gonna knock you out [HUUUH!!!]
Mama said knock you out [HUUUH!!!]
(REPEAT 4X)
Don't u call this a regular jam
I'm gonna rock this land
I'm gonna take this itty bitty world by storm
And I'm just gettin warm
Just like Muhummad Ali they called him Cassius
Watch me bash this beat like a skull
Cuz u know I had beef wit
Why do u riff with me, the maniac psycho
And when I pull out my jammy get ready cuz it might go
BLAAAAW, how ya like me now?
The river will not allow
U to get with, Mr. Smith, dont riff
Listen to my gear shift
I'm blastin, outlastin
Kinda like Shaft, so u could say I'm shaftin
Old English filled my mind
And I came up with a funky rhyme
Chorus
[LL]
Breakdown!!!
Shadow boxin when I heard you on the radio [HUUUH!!!]
I just don't know
What made you forget that I was raw?
But now I got a new tour
I'm goin insane, startin the hurricane, releasin pain
Lettin you know that you can't gain, I maintain
Unless ya say my name
Rippin, killin
Diggin and drillin a hole
Pass the Ol' Gold
Chorus
Shotgun blasts are heard
When I rip and kill, at WILL
The man of the hour, tower of power, I'll devour
I'm gonna tie you up and let you understand
that I'm not your average man
when I got a jammy in my hand
DAAAAAM!!!!! Oooooohh!!
Listen to the way I slaaaaay, your crew
Damage [UHH] damage[UHH] damage [UHH] damage
Destruction, terror, and mayhem
Pass me a sissy so suckas I'll slay him
Farmers [What!!!] Farmers [What!!!]
I'm ready [we're ready!!!]
I think I'm gonna bomb a town [get down!!]
Don't u neva, eva, pull my lever
Cuz I explode
And my nine is easy to load
I gotta thank God
Cuz he gave me the strength to rock
HARD!! knock you out, mama said knock you out
----> To Matt Cause it Makes You Mad!
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[20 Dec 2004|12:11pm] |
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5 More Dayz.... !!!! :)
and i havent finished shopping yet.. oye
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D-rama
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